Vacation Preparations
Wow. Time has really flown by. I always intend to update more but those intentions fly out the window. So here we are at the end of the month. Halloween fast approaches and somehow I am not really thinking about it. I am trying to focus on the trip that I am taking. I will be flying to an island soon. I have prepared a schedule for my husband with the particulars for our son’s school. I am so preoccupied with the kids and Eddy being here while I’m there. It isn’t that he isn’t capable of taking care of the children because he certainly is it is just that he doesn’t know their schedule because he is at work all day long and often times works overtime. They will be fine. The kids won’t be detrimented if they don’t get read to every single night or their bathes as often as I would. I know that I am going to miss them horribly. I haven’t been away from my kids for this long, EVER. Especially Elisa. I haven’t spent a night away from her really. I am more worried that I am going to spend much of my trip missing my kids and wishing that I was with them. Augh. I will of course miss my husband but we have spent time apart before. I know that this time with also be restorative to my soul and healing to my mind. I really need some ME time. It is a crux for mommies. We love our kids and want to be with them but at the same time tend to lose ourselves along the way. So my husband has gifted me with time and money for myself. I hope it will be all that I want it to be and need it to be and I sincerely hope that my husband gets the much needed time with his kiddos and enjoys it to the fullest.
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- Tagged: mommy time, parenting, vacation
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